Tue, 23 Oct 2007 00:19:30 GMT

it seems nothing in the past really matters.

i really like someone
and she really likes me

and thats all that really matters.

i cant wait for this weekend. im going to spend it rolling with this girl i cant stop thinking about

i hope i see my new best friend. she isnt new by no means but she gets me more than anyone. and she is the only reason i have this live journal.
she is the only person that says she would be there and when it comes to me gettink kick out of a show she was there.
its nice to know someone like that finally.

its strange. the hell boys
hahaha
are no more

who would have thought
................................
well i guess everyone knew it would happen

its all because of sex drugs and rock and roll
its ironic because that was initially what brought us together

but im working again,
i have money again,
im not geting high though....

so...

well...

nevermind.

but im doing the right thing when no one is looking now.
i know i will always be look at like a
liar
thief
none loyal
well i always be look at like alot of things

and i have done alot of things

but who knows maybe i am a good person
i use to be the good person
i remeber
i dont know what happen
i guess junk happened
but now its gone
and im left with all the assumptions of my faults

but i dont care
truly
i think im in love
i have some good friends
and fuck things can only get better
so who cares what held you down in the past
right!?

You get so alone sometimes it just makes sense.